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I Left a Candle Burning

by N. Sherman

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Trenches 04:11
Alarm goes off, another day Each day's a gift, that's what they say But I can't see the present now Day to day trenches pull me down I fill the tank, I pay the rent How is it going? I'm content No, I'm not well, that's what I mean I think I'm somewhere in between It's the same thing Nine to five, joining the slow stream Waking up only to daydream Wondering where time has gone Clock in early Three meals a day, exercising Get home and turn on the TV Wondering where life has gone I have a drink or two or four I find I've stumbled out the door Smoke in my mouth, clouds in my mind Search for old feelings I can't find It's the same thing Nine to five, joining the slow stream Waking up only to daydream Wondering where time has gone Clock in early Three meals a day, exercising Get home and turn on the TV Wondering where life has gone Clock in early Three meals a day, exercising Get home and turn on the TV Wondering where life has gone
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I see the leaves change in my memory Visions of mountains swept into the sea Drinks in the fields, smell of the rain Birds in the shallows going their separate ways Lost in the woods that I used to call my own Brushing the dust from what used to be known Lost in the woods that I used to call my own I want to return to a place I've never been I want to go back I don't know where and I don't know how But I want to go back I want to go back I have been trying to cope with my mind I caught myself wishing I could rewind again Feeling alone, don't want to be seen After leaving for so long, nothing's what it used to be I want to return to a place I've never been I want to go back I don't know where and I don't know how But I want to go back I want to return to a place I've never been I want to go back I don't know where and I don't know how But I want to go back I want to go back I want to go back I want to go back
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I thought life had just begun Now the curtains are beginning to close A snowflake into flame, ink on a black page Half of my life could be over What's left to be said? It comes in shadows, in the flickering light Mindless moments, at the end of the night I thought I'd be more certain That you'd love what you see Do you see me? I'm lighting my last cigarette And she is sleeping downstairs in our bed How can I be in love, and yet so alone? Maybe she feels the same Maybe that's okay... It comes in shadows, in the flickering light Mindless moments, at the end of the night I thought I'd be more certain That you'd love what you see Do you see me?
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Coals 03:50
Sometimes, I think about you At the end of the day And how I can't remember How to talk to you that way I catch the faintest glimmer Recollections in my head A passing conversation Books given by a friend And I had that dream again When you were here, and I was just a child Lost in the certainty When wonder lived and coals were on my tongue I left a candle burning In hopes that you would show The morning fog has lifted To reveal a cloud of smoke
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Moses Lake 06:15
I don't visit enough, hasn't changed too much A few new buildings but not much else is new Same kind of people, same skies big and blue I took a walk outside on the low hillside The wind is blowing through the fields of wheat It's so much bigger than a rearview mirror The whole family's in town, it's a beautiful sound The clinking of glasses, laughter in the air Talking about the young days, telling jokes that last the years As the noise dies down and the fire goes out We all slowly drift our way to our beds My mother whispers I wish that you were closer I'm missing my hometown And the people that are there Each memory suspended Like the sweetest smelling air There's a woman I knew who passed away in June Left her husband and the house that hasn't sold He's trying his best to manage with the cards that he's been dealt He volunteers at the church with the homeless and hurt Wears a big red hat with white text on the front I saw him down at Safeway But I didn't say Hello Some old friends are still here, we went out for a beer We're sharing where our separate roads have taken us One is having babies, the other just lost two As we finish our drinks, one of them says to me It's not much, but I'd never leave this place Sometimes I wish that I had felt the same
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Light 01:11
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I built the walls without windows In front of the flowers outside I brushed away all the webs I could see The silence was louder than usual I filled it with all I could find Tearing it down and re-building Just to pass the time Open the door again What will you find? Open the door again All of these endless revisions Pacing around to and fro I heard a voice once familiar to me It looked like a memory forgotten Blurring the lines of the light Tracing the ground with your eyes Slowly up to mine Open the door again What will you find? Open the door again What will you find? Open the door again What will you find? Open the door
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Breathe in, breathe out You can't go back Can't go back Shifting, changing Covered tracks Covered tracks Wash it off and clean the slate Swim into the deepest lake Slow down, calm down Begin again Cherish the memories Memories Walk among the fallen leaves Take the fruit off of the tree

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‘I Left a Candle Burning’, N. Sherman’s meditative debut record, is 7 years in the making. Plucky nylon string guitars and felt-muted pianos embellish the Washington songwriter’s vulnerable examination of belonging, relationships, and the quiet, unsettling moments of regular life. Throughout its 9 songs, brought to life by producer Andrew Judah, ‘I Left a Candle Burning’ methodically and carefully explores musical spaces both intimate and detached; confident, but full of questions. The grey area between optimism and the grind of day-to-day life is best expressed through Sherman’s lyrics themselves: “the morning fog has lifted”, he sings, “to reveal a cloud of smoke”.

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released October 7, 2022

Recorded and produced by Andrew Judah at Sounds Suspicious Studios.

All music and lyrics written and performed by Nathanael Sherman, except for 'Do You See Me?' co-written by Nathanael Sherman, Caleb McAlpine (Common FIres), Andrew Judah, and James Balehowski (Oakmoss).

Synth and electric guitar by Matteo Neufeld (Rinnovare) on 'Cloud'.
Acoustic guitar by Nathanael Sherman and Andrew Judah on 'I Want to Go Back'.
Strings by Chloe Davidson on 'Do You See Me?', 'Coals', and 'Moses Lake'.
Recorder and percussion by Andrew Judah on 'Coals'.
Harmonica by Andrew Judah on 'Moses Lake'.
Piano by Andrew Judah and Nathanael Sherman on 'Open the Door'.

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N. Sherman Kelowna, British Columbia

With a sound that has garnered comparisons of Nick Drake and Elliott Smith, N. Sherman's songwriting illuminates the strange, dark, and beautiful areas of humanity. Taking a bold new lyrical direction and a more thoughtful approach to sparse arrangements, his debut full-length record "I Left a Candle Burning" was released last year. ... more

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